Life is beautiful

Never though, living life can be quite a thing. Very often an expression like -What a life! Quite a life! Such a life! Spurts up in our expressions, but right now I feel I am in the most amazing phase of my life.

To begin with I am feeling good that after a long time I am back to feeling self; a feeling of ‘right now’ is the best time in my life. Kind of had started missing that feeling for a while now, it feels like back in driver’s seat in your own life.

What is amazing though is a big difference that I experience in the way I looked at life. I realise I was in many ways kind of passing by in my life journey without experiencing life, like passing though a zone with just having a look around and being amused not experiencing it, not interacting with it. Like walking through this tunnel of aquarium and not being in the sea.

It’s kind of quite over whelming too much to take and still leave on. But in all this what is amazing is really experiencing each challenge to self and to others around, experiencing and not be an on looker. Play a role when needed and that to always aware of uncertainty of weather need to do so or not, or would it be over stepping or required.

A lot of time it is such an amazing life expressing to keep self assessing but also not to get driven and become ‘Zombi’ in this analytical world. Also just letting oneself go. Ya! I know sounds like too much; I guess that is my reason of writing this blog. This discovery of life I owe to many who accompanied and will always be their in my life journey not as long as I want bust as long as they choose.

I guess this is one reality to which I have embraced its amazing, I have realised I need to be aware and conscious as I act but also -just be and even after facing all these challenges and expressing my self all I can only choose and do what I decide to and be comfortable with people being people and react as they want.

It’s a creative network of overlapping spaces like the vines of the creeper overlap as they grow; all exist and grow on, take their own spaces and create and give spaces.

Indeed life is beautiful

I dedicate this bog to my father, my Baba.