Life within

Every new learning brings along a feeling of being energized and a feeling of growth and its amazing to feel good for yourself with a bit of progress you achieve every time.

I have been for some time now being keenly interested in people growing around me. Peoples growth in their beliefs, evolving in their thinking patterns, having a sense of way ahead in life in context of the way they look at their life and easing themselves expressing close held worries, fears, insecurities, inadequacies and sometimes its surprising that many of us also hold back joys. Sounds strange, strange it is.

For some time now I have realised, that I need interactions outside my immediate circle of reference to experience diversity to swim out of my own pond and experience the harshness of the sea and in the process both bring in new energies to my own circle of reference and a sense of realisation and growth for self. When I say so I do not take my own pond for granted but I guess I would want my pond to have routs and ways to navigate away and back.

With people another source for immense inspiration for me has been the nature and the out door. Might sound a bit old school but I feel I have always learnt a lot in life form nature and that space is close to my heart and will always be.

After a long long time (years don’t matter just that it seems really long is good enough) an amazing amalgamation of both my experiences and process of growth with people and the nature amalgamated for me. For me it was both very curious and an anxious moment. Cause though I had looked at both the facets closely in my own life, was a bit nervous about its culmination.

But after the experience something amazing happened. It brought back my old self the positivity back to me. It took me back to my sense of people being people with out any color or shade. Also experiences of others around me got me in touch with how this has been so integral part of me and my being and my growth as person. It feels like taking a step ahead.

Metaphorically the nature out their also welcomes you without conditions and smiles back to say hey! no rules will apply. May be I can go on and on this. But what really has come to me is the sense of comfort with uncertainty and preparedness to take up things with a need of design without being fanatic about it.

Like nature invited me and everyone around to be spontaneous and took care without making much noise. Also This experience was an amazing melody of both high and low notes with just experiences with self and the feeling of togetherness, the sense of achievement and a feeling of breaking up. As I write this I feel mostly it might sound like cliché but what really happened is I Experienced life and got in touch with Life within me.